This excerpt was taken from my previous Medium blog account.
The bad dreams come, a great time for my insecurities to dance in imaginative bodies.
New ones entrance you and you now can move with them.
Your tanned skin, piercing brown eyes, thick lips, your resilient body. And when you speak with such control, they will smile and sway their bodies. Your charm will capture many and have them admiring what is in front of them.
I know what will happen when you let them in. But they do not know that. They will be enlightened by your conversation, happy with your introversion and interests that do not go with the mainstream. They wouldn’t need to worry about you going out at night. Because you wont.
And they will feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Until you let them in.